Our Memories

You left me wondering around

No longer do I feel safe and sound

Stumbling on your favorite red shirt

Cant keep in all of this hurt....

I loved you so damn much

That now I cry for your touch

That no longer comes my way

No matter how much I beg and pray....

Into my bed I crawl alone

Just to smell your colonge

It was a week ago since you said goodbye

But your smell still lingers by....

It fills my body with such distress

Turning me into a total mess

You didnt think of what you would do to me

All you wanted was to be free...

So me being stupid I opened the door

I let you through and cried even more

I closed it shut and heard you leave

Footstep heading away from me....

You say that we werent meant to be

How do you dare say that to me

I hold my broken heart in my hand

Trying to keep it together the best I can....

But no matter how much glue I use

I still cry and feel abused

For in this prison called my room

I keep memories of me and you.....

They haunt me every second of the day

I just wish this pain would go away

I gathered all your things today

Put them in a box and hid them away.....

But I kept something to make me smile

I found it and took it from the pile

A msg dat u texted saying u'd give up anything 4 me

A memory of what we used to be....:).

love

u know what, love is the best thing in this world. To be in loved and loved by some one, both seems so equal, is a fortunate experience. never waste a love......
But best friends are more than boy friends, this is a good thing that i got from my experience. Never waste a good friend for the sake of a boy friend. Because real friends are only few in out lives, we dont get them often, but bfs r all there, anytime we'll get them.

So, my dear friend, never waste a real friend, u'll get a real friend only once in a lifr time, like i got a real friend -sojan. People may misunderstand us, but our friendship never dies...... I think he is the true friend that i got in my whole life time, i have ben in this earth for over 15 years, and i havent got a friend like this, a friend to share all my views- good bad, thouhts, comments and all. if it is good, he tells it, if its bad, he warns me. I dont think i will get a friend like this anymore, and i will try my best to maintain this friendship with him...... till my last breath.....


Love u
Gauri

friends

hi.
i dont have a lot of friends in my school , but i hvae a lot of friends in net, i cant ask them to come to my school and be my friend, but i have the secret trasures which my parents dont know. I'd like to take that treasure with me wherever i go and i'd keep it safe till my last breath. and that secret treasures r u, sojan, shweta, and all my net friends...... njaan enum ahankarikkunna ente swantham secret treasures.............. love u all, bye

friends

these days, i have holzzz...... well... i have got many online friends, of which many are best friends now... i dont know wht quality of mine is attracting them towards me, but they say that they find me very intresting...... dont think that im praising myself, bt this is what all tells me...... i am so happy.... some of my best friends r sojan, erfaan, ali, jack, zeeshu, showkat , shweta, and so on, that i cant pick them one by one ........... these friends r the valuable things in my life, and i even cant think of a day which i have to spend without them..........................
love u all my friends.........

to sojan

hey,

im writing this in good memory of my friend, sojan whose school opened, and we will be seeing less time...... all ppl may think its coz he is...... dead, lolz... but no. He is the greatest treasure i hvae ever got and im not willing to lose the dug treasure. i like him a lot....... and i hopw he too.... well, i had a crush on him 4 a while, bt i have now realised how foolish i am to was te a friend by that, a friend is most worth than a bf, u will get a bf everywhere, bt a true and real friend is very hard to find............... thank u sojan, 4 being my friend......